I hate cramming but yeah, I still do it. It seems I work best during crunch time but I should not do it now...not if i don't want to puke because of too much information that I cannot consolidate and digest.

Yesterday morning, at this same time, i was busy panicking with my report about Southeast Asian history.  I tell you, it is not a very good feeling.  I don't want to be embarassed in front of the class because I did not do well in the report so I stayed up until 5:30am to finish my part which included the geography, earliest people of southeast asia, their migration, their languages, prehistory, Kingdom of Vietnam, Funan, Champa, Chenla and Khmer.  I was hyperventilating, I lost my appetite for eating and I wanted to puke. Really... my stomach was churning all the time even though I haven't eaten something unpleasant.  Yeah...I really didn't think I could finish my report. T_T  I tried my best not to cram but I got distracted from doing other well, not so important things. Grrr...I hate myself for doing that.

Some things also came up unexpectedly.  I already planned how I'm going to pace myself for the week so that I could finish everything by Friday.  Unfortunately, my sister's OJT at a hotel finishes at 11:00pm and my mother did not want her to sleep at the hotel.  Being the umm..filial (hahaha!) daughter that I am, I agreed when she asked me if we could fetch her.  That happened for three straight days so more than 6 hours of my study time were used up because of that.  That is a lot, really.

I'm thankful though that my report came out okay. I know I could have done better and I felt bad that it came out mediocre. Waaah! I was stupid to forget what maharaja is. I promise I will make up for it next Saturday.  Hay...one more month to go. I still have 1 exam and 2 term papers to do. At least I've started doing one of the papers already and the topics I've chosen are interesting for me so I don't think I would have a hard time doing it....hopefully.

There...wake me up when September ends.